is this the end?

i guess it's really over.i dont know how to feel but right now,i'm shocked and i shed tears.what does that mean?from the begining,i already told myslef not to fall for all his tricks.but i guess im just being me.easy to fall for the sweet talks.ntah eh.sasak ku sudah banar.macam,everytime,aku kana tipu saja.macam aku ne just a toy.nada urg peduli kan.ane lah nasib ku.kana tinggalkan saja.so,all this time he lied to me.

hancur english and bm ku.i cant think straight and i cant think.i dont know what to think