wat am i thinking??

okay..so im really bored right now and i want to write..but the thing is,i have no idea what to right..im all out of ideas right now..but i want to share this one thing with you..i dont know how to say this but i felt empty inside..u noe what i mean??its like,i dont know who i love right now..i mean i noe who,like my parents..what i mean is that,other than them and my families and friends,i dont have that one special person..sigh..i noee..but i really need someone to talk to..someone new..someone who have no idea how my life is..i just want to share everything happened in my life to one particular person and only one person..but,unfortunately i have no one..but what if i have??would i tell him everything happen or going in my life??huhu..i just want someone to know what i did to every single person that i noe..or trying to do..oh well,its my life.im not pretty and beautiful and easy-going kindda person..so i dont have lots of friends..even my friends do have other friends and i am in their 'when-im-bored-i'll-called-them' list..or maybe worst,not being in a list at all..i just hope that i can find that person..my one opposite bestfriend that i dont have any issues with,like he is not one of my bestfriend's crush or ex or anything..just a new person that my friends have never know him before..
my english is a little off right now cos i cant think straight lately..i dont know why thoo..i like,get mad easily over such a small matter..and i sulk alot nowadays..
and one more,u noe its hard to be the odd one out..u noe,like in a group of five more in odd,the others are in pairs while i just stayin half a pair if u noe what i mean..im alone..im being left out in amy events or talks is hard..but i dont mind tho..do i??nda pa lahh..f ku jdy the one durang cari tyme nada papa kan dbuat pun or maybe nada kawan,tak kisah jugaa..but just so u noe,im not thrill about that..

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